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Nightmare
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By:
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JellyBeanJ
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don't know
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Date:
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05/07/2007 19:00:39
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None
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I never thought that something as simple as walking into a hospital could be so difficult. I was there to see a new life begin and yet I couldn't help but cry when I think that the last time I was there, it was to see someone who was sick. Someone whom I love dearly and miss so incredibly much. I wanted to fall to my knees and disappear. I wanted to curl into a ball and cry until I woke up from this terrible nightmare. Walking through there was like a flashback, it was so hard not to run away and continue my sobbing outside. Instead I was forced to stay composed until I could lock myself in the bathroom to scream and cry until I felt I could go back. Because nobody else there (at the hospital) quite understands that for me, to walk through that hospital again was emotional torture. To know that when I was last there I was laughing and celebrating the birthday of one of the most amazing and strong women I will ever know. I guess sometimes life surprises you when one of the simplest of things turns out to be one the hardest to accomplish.
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