tomorrow it will have been an entire year that my best friend's mom passed away.  im not sure how to handle it, apparently my eyes got the message to pour buckets of tears out because today i haven't been able to stop crying. i want to be able to be joyful about it, but its hard.  I will not be able to talk to my best friend about it either, i just want him to not hurt, i want him to be happy. anyways, thanks for the prayers.

~Eyes full of tears