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Colossians 3:2
DATE: 10/12/2007 22:16:13 / MOOD: other
Colossians 3:2 "Set your mind on the things above, not on the things that are on earth." You say to look beyond what is here and to gaze upon Your Glory But how Lord can I do that when I am trying to write my own story? Trying to figure and map out my life, What do I want to be, besides someday a good wife? You say to not be anxious And You know I'm not good at that, so please Father, be gracious. One day I will gaze upon Your Glory fully, And You will be the one having written my story. **Some glad morning when this life is over,** **I'll fly away** **To a home on God's celestrial shore,** **I'll fly away**
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Beauty
DATE: 09/11/2007 21:56:35 / MOOD: full of life
Proverbs 31:30 "Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain, but a woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised." Is it wrong? To long to feel beautiful? Is that all vanity? Or only is it causes you insanity? I fear my Lord, my God. But some nights, I still sob Because the praising for that deed has not arrived And I feel like my chances are passing me by. I sit and wait patiently but still doubt whether I should be searching. Calm my heart, ease my fears. Help me to entrust to you all of my years. Even those that are filled with waiting and longing, For I know that you alone are faithful and all-knowing.
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Direction In Love
DATE: 09/11/2007 21:50:11 / MOOD: happy
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 "Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things. Love never fails..." Direction In Love Love, you say, is patient and kind. Why will this not leave my mind? It is engraved onto my heart. When Lord, how, and why? When will You reveal to me that guy? How will it unfold and has it already? And why do I long for such companionship and love? I know now is not the time. But it'd be nice if when it nears, You'd show me a sign. Is this the one, was I too eager to give my heart, or were You planning this from the very start? My closest friend, just how I prayed And so far, through the hardships, he's stayed. Please Lord, I need to know... Is this still the direction You'd have me go? written 9-6-07
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Just somewhat of a description..
DATE: 09/04/2007 21:28:57 / MOOD: bored
Can you guess what im describing? No bree, you cant...cz u already know... The friendly greetings and warm smiles of those I love While the melody of sweet praise rings in my earsThe bright smile of the one I hold dearTickles my heart with joyI walk into the cool and crowded roomAnd yet I feel the soft love of family
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Please Come Back
DATE: 08/27/2007 17:43:25 / MOOD: anxious
Where did you go?
You are here and yet you are not.
Saying things you'd never say,
It seems the real you has run away.
This is not you, where are you?
Please come back,
Don't stay this way forever,
Seeing you this way is almost more than i can bear...
I just wish you were here instead of there
In your fantasy world of fear.
written 8-25-07
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Untitled [for now]
DATE: 08/26/2007 17:45:39 / MOOD: don't know
What once seemed to chase all my problems away
Now seems to be the sole reason my life is breaking.
As much as I choose to think that it only affects me,
I am confronted with reality.
Those I trust and those I love
Are those I am pushing away because...
I choose to lock myself away
And experience my own pain.
Convinced that only I am wounded,
Soon I am alone and surrounded...
By only the scars that I have created.
written 8-23-07
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Will Someone
DATE: 08/26/2007 17:41:03 / MOOD: don't know
Will someone please tell me that I'm not alone?
Will someone please hold me and tell me it's alright?
Not judge me by what they see but really try to understand me, will someone?
Will someone ever understand what it feels like to be me?
Will someone ever see the real me?
To see me as who I am and nothing else and still accept me, will someone?
Will someone ever love me as me?
Will someone ever find me beautiful?
Will someone ever love even my imperfections?
Will Someone?
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Thoughts
DATE: 08/26/2007 17:31:25 / MOOD: don't know
Whirlwind of thoughts slow me down,
my mind is being drained.
Of all the usefulness...none still remains.
So much to think, so much to say
That no complete thought quite makes it all the way.
I can't even think to write,
I am exhausted,
But my brain does not allow sleep.
It is like an office building that has been hit by a tornado and none of the workers will stop to clean it up;
They just keep going like nothing happened.
My whirlwind of thoughts slow me down,
I can't believe this one even made it to the page.
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My Future?
DATE: 08/21/2007 19:22:06 / MOOD: don't know
Where am I going?
Where is this headed?
God, I'd like to know,
So I don't have to worry.
My thoughts drown all other sounds away
And I find myself begining to stray
From the trust I put in You.
What is my future?
Is it right before me?
Or do You have another broken heart and lesson to show me?
With all of my heart I hope and pray not
Yet, I know You know best.
Please just give me the grace to rest.
written 8-21-07
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