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back!!!
DATE: 06/19/2008 06:08:20 / MOOD: excited

hmm. .. how are you guys?? XD

uh.. God bless. 



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after a long time
DATE: 04/16/2008 00:31:39 / MOOD: don't know

.. whew.. i missed this site.. hello again to all..

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.. he left all of the sudden
DATE: 02/12/2008 02:06:29 / MOOD: down

Silver_shadow, i consider him as my friend until now.

We met in an online community, sharing with each other our laughs and our disappointments in life. I thought I would know him better and may be buddies forever.. Yet, he left without really telling why. From time to time he would tell me that he was in the shadows and that he preferred wearing a mask. I tried all I can to give him light and also to reach out for him. And, when we talked about it, he would suddenly shift to another topic. I couldn't find him anywhere and all he left was a post in one of his forums..

>.> I can tell.. *is wearing a mask* Jud, you shouldnt bottle up your feelings.. You should talk to your friend.. If you dont want the past to be present in the future..

I know he still cared... and I would really miss his company.



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What is your greatest fear?
DATE: 12/14/2007 03:19:22 / MOOD: other

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same" Marianne Williamson..

    Many people would actually say that they are afraid to do things because of too many factors outside of them to consider. We are afraid of doing something we actually want to. However, when we can't pursue on doing it, we blame others for scaring us or even putting us down. Well.. the real reason behind in most of those cases is.. us.. we really are the ones blocking our own dreams, our own hopes of achieving. Nobody would actually stand in our way if we don't let them to. If we would just be confident of ourselves and stand firm on what we believe:to believe in our own selves. There's always hope. And if you are hard up in finding where it is... It's actually there, inside of your heart, waiting to be awakened by you.


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story you should read
DATE: 11/14/2007 05:37:36 / MOOD: other

A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco.
 
"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring home with me."
 
"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."
 
"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us."
 
"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live."
 
"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."
 
"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own."
 
At that point, the son hung up the phone. The parents heard nothing more from him. A few days later, however, they received a call from the San Francisco police. Their son had died after falling from a building, they were told. The police believed it was suicide. The grief-stricken parents flew to San Francisco and were taken to the city morgue to identify the body of their son. They recognized him, but to their horror they also discovered something they didn't know, their son had only one arm and one leg.

The parents in this story are like many of us. We find it easy to love those who are good-looking or fun to have around, but we don't like people who inconvenience us or make us feel uncomfortable. We would rather stay away from people who aren't as healthy, beautiful, or smart as we are. Thankfully, there's someone who won't treat us that way. Someone who loves us with an unconditional love that welcomes us into the forever family, regardless of how messed up we are.



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4:24 pm
DATE: 10/23/2007 19:00:14 / MOOD: other

 

 

 

Among the crowded people sits someone with so much pain inside.Defeat, embarrassment,pain in the head are what she feels. A tear would like to just come out of her eye to let out what's deep down...Colors, pictures...her vision seem to blur and at any moment she may barf.

Still, she sits all alone... no one even care to ask why and all she pleads is for this to stop. The headaches she's feeling, the loneliness and the shame. She would like to shout all that she feels. Yet, no would listen. No one would... ever.

A voice seems familiar from afar, a gentle breeze it sounds. At any moment she would be relieved for there's someone to hear her plea. A melody came, freedom at last! No bondage, no more pain.

When she turned her head back to thank the one who came,all she saw was footprints... a pair that's deep on the sand. A tear finally dropped from her eye and she shouted her cry.

JESUS has always been there..



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pieces of the puzzle
DATE: 10/21/2007 15:34:09 / MOOD: excited

hmm.. cold.. so there's this guy.. who approaches..seemed like "perfect moment" i guesswell.. this guy is my best friend..and i feel now's the moment i would tell him..yah.. i know that it would be awkward... being the one who confesses.i cross my fingers and here goes.."uh.. wazzuP?" i said"nothing, you? you've been far..uh i mean.. you don't hang around with me.. uh.. i mean us. for the past days." he said well that's it.. just a piece of the puzzle.. i wonder what would i look if i would do that in reality..or how would he react.. tell me . what do you think? Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

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reaLizatioN
DATE: 08/01/2007 23:32:50 / MOOD: full of life

with all i am..it's a song by hillsong..the first time i heard it played in chUrch..tears were rolling dOwn my cheeks...it was a sOng that made me reaLize that oUr purPose in life is to..tO give oUr all to GOD..sOmetimes,.. it's jUst really hard tO say that..bUT .. we must always remember that aLL thOse thinGs we are carrying rigHt nOw sHould be fOrgoTTen.. we sHould givE it all tO GOD..anD believe that HE can remOve Our pains..listEN tO this sOng..anD meditate oN it..

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